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The Biggest Library Yet 14
Published: January 1999, 44pp, A5, glossy cover
SOLD OUT
Where are they now?
Tim Wesley talks to occasional Fall drummer
(featured on their first ever Peel session)... Steve Davis Session One Session Two Session Three Session Four Session Five Session Six Session Seven Session Eight Session Nine Session Ten Session Eleven Session Twelve Session Thirteen Session Fourteen Session Fifteen Session Sixteen Session Seventeen Session Eighteen Session Nineteen Session Twenty Session Twenty One Session Twenty Two
T: .What instruments did you play when you were in The Fall,
Steve?
SD: I played the conga drums and the drum kit, once! On a Dutch tour,
I played 11 gigs in 14 nights, but I don't think I really considered
myself a member of The Fall. I was more of a friend of the band
really. Going back to the early days, I was a friend of Kay Carroll
& her ex-boyfriend, they both worked at Prestwich Hospital, in
the psychic ward. There were a lot of psychic nurses in Prestwich.
Then Kay met Mark, and things sort of went from there. Mark was into
music, and I got to hear about his band.
Of course I was a little bit older - I was in my mid to late 20s -
I'm 47 now. I don't know whether Kay was the manager or not around
that time, it is all a little vague now.
I'd been into Led Zeppelin and all that, but suddenly there was this
whole kind of scene. My music placement took this massive leap. My
tastes had gone from high screeching guitar sounds, but I was always
interested in drums, after hearing Little Feat I got the urge to go
out and buy a set of congas.
I remember the conga player in Little Feat, Sam Clayton, and he was
playing them in a different way to how I'd heard them played before.
I also listened to Santana and Miles Davis.
It was so refreshing to see the punk thing came along, all the
energy. The Fall were definitely a part of that, yet they weren't
punk, they were somehow kind of more intelligent or something, they
just had something more...
TW: Something different that a lot of people connect with. It's that
differentness, you can't put your finger on it. Sometimes, you don't
want to.
SD: Maybe you would want to, that is what putting these things under
the microscope is all about. I could see Mark was very deep, and very
talented. I was more embarrassed, because even though I'd played in a
band, I never really considered myself as a musician, I was just
getting up and doing it. And they (The Fall) came to see my band
playing at The Band On The Wall, they did one of their earliest gigs,
maybe even their first there. They seemed to really value my opinion,
I was a little bit older and I thought they were really, really
excellent.
TW: What year was this?
SD: That would've been 1977. And then I don't really remember ever
playing with them in a official context, I don't really think it that
was until 1980. I'd followed their antics, and went to a lot of gigs.
I was in another band at the time called Mushroom Tango, a Gong and
Can cover band, and another band called Victor Draygo, a bunch of
wannabe posers from Rossendale! We were all in relationships, married
with kids even, trying to rekindle something through the punk stuff
that had come along and wiped-out all that horrid soft rock option.
'All these long hairs were moaning "punk rock!"
TW: Saying how crap it was.
SD: Yeah! (Laughs) Musically I was still frustrated because in me was
a dancer, The Fall were very good but even they didn't produce the
right sort of moves for me really. I was more into the Santana, Miles
Davis, jazz thing that was going on. The jazz funk fusion thing.
TW: Would you say that Michael Clark connected The Fall thing with
dance?
SD: Oh yeah. But that came along a lot later. Like I say, I wasn't a
Fall member but Mark asked me if I'd play drums on a Dutch tour
because Paul Hanley was doing his exams at the time and they needed
someone to stand in. I hadn't actually played a kit, but that didn't
seen to bother them. I also had a 7-seater estate car that came in
handy for transporting them around! I almost crashed the car within
half an hour of setting out too.
I remember the Dutch were still trying to catch up with English
culture, they were dressed up as punks and spitting - this was 1980.
Our roadies were kicking them off the stage and having a go at them
for spitting. They were just so out of fashion really. I ended up
borrowing a kit and I basically demolished it because I had no
technique at all, I Just hammered the shit out of it, the whole thing
was just to keep a rhythm going. Some numbers I played the congas and
others I played the kit. I didn't have any of the stops & starts,
and I was having to listen to the music, watching Marc Riley and
Steve Hanley to keep the timing going.
TW: That was a unique period, so it's quite good you were around at
that time, not that I'm discounting anything that's gone on since.
But everybody seems to refer to it as a golden time.
SD: Earlier than that I actually appeared on the first Peel session
with The Fall. I probably would've liked to have become a member of
the band. It was just the timing. I was a bit older, a married
insurance man. I'd passed through a few things, I was into fitness in
a big way, I used to go off and do Thai boxing exercises and jog,
while all these kids were falling around drunk. I've kept in touch
with The Fall at a distance. The last time that I saw them was at
that Liverpool gig for Derek Hatton, with New Order and The Smiths.
That was about 84 or 85.
TW: Have you heard them recently?
SD: Yeah I've heard tracks on the Peel show and such like, I've not
actually been to see the band for a while, but I've thought about it
just lately. I've actually tried to make contact with Mark recently
but nothing was forthcoming. I've shoved little messages through his
door.
In terms of percussion I feel that dance music has moved on, and it's
now all Cuban and African type rhythms. I think at the time that I
really would have liked to have crossed it with African music, which
I was really getting into a lot, but technically I don't think I was
good enough to inject that into the music. I was just going along
with time. When I look back at that tine I was probably disappointed
with myself musically but it's all a progression. You've got to go
through those stages. I don't think I've started to learn
professionally until the last ten years actually, but I feel people
are picking up other rhythms of the world, and that is music is
going.
TW: It's like Mark says; that most people who play instruments just
play them one way, there's only so much you can do with it. People
even say the guitar ended when Jimi Hendrix did it, and really that's
nearly 30 years ago. Even keyboards, there's sampling and stuff, it's
like you say, it has to move on.
SD: But when you listen to music, contemporary music, I hear The Fall
all the time. They've had such an influence on the scene whether
other people realise it or not. The only people who would probably
ever realise it are actual Fall fans. That would apply even to people
like the Verve and all that, the music, the bass-lines the whole lot.
That's why I really take my hat off to Mark, I suppose. It wasn't the
fact that everything went, it's just that the music was everything,
it didn't really matter how you got there, Just get there. There were
no sort of musical traditions in that sense, it was really just get
up and have a go and if you can pack into it the attitude and dealing
with yourself in that situation, and you can get through the drugs
and drink and still produce music at the end of the day, that's what
it's about. I think lifestyles are different nowadays.
I'm sure that fame drove people on back then, but it seems to me a
lot of these things are put first and the other stuff matters
less.
My life at that time was that I was trying to live a straight life,
but I was drugged up to the eyeballs and trying to be something that
I probably wasn't. You're walking around in a suit during the day,
and at night you're doing gigs and being in bands.
TW: I don't think you were alone in that, it's like cabaret (in the
old sense) used to be, where you'd do your shift at work and then go
off and do your turn in the evening. Not like so-called cabaret
nowadays. I see The Fall like that, I think that's why some people
like the Fall, and even people who do not like The Fall accept them
due to that lack of pretension. They can see something there that's
real. This isn't some pop group with dry ice and flashing lights. It
speaks to you. The lyrics communicate.
SD: To me, it's never been about the lyrics, it's the rhythm. Mark's
voice is an instrument. I have a lot of respect for Mark, I saw when
he was 18 he had the nous to know a Building Society manager was not
the life for him, yet he could have been that, he was smart enough
and had a Grammar School background, but he knew himself well enough
to be able enough to walk away from that. Whereas I always struggled
with two worlds, not confronting the world head on. I only ever
subverted my happiness at that time. Mark had the balls to go out and
get what he wanted. There's Just nobody else like him.
TW: And he's stayed with it too. There's one thin that annoys me as
well, it's really strange that the NME gave his solo album 2 out of
10, and they really gave it a rollocking, like kicking him while he
was down. I think they'd been wanting to do it for a while, he's been
going for so long, and he had done so much other stuff that other
bands could never do. Apart from Bowie perhaps. There are the obvious
ones who keep going, but they don't keep using new sounds.
SD: I really think right now, that I could really offer the Fall
something - I know Mark can be fairly gritty and unco-operative, but
I think basically people project all their own shit on to his. When
in fact, his shoulders are broad and he's thwarted quite a lot of
shit over the years and not really taken time out for himself. But if
you're out there Mark, you've got a friend out here.
TW: What are you doing now Steve, music-wise?
SD: Well, I'm running a Samba school in Chorley. Which is basically a
voluntary group set up by me. Samba is a really dominant percussion
form in Europe, and it's all about carnival and it's about getting
out onto the streets, about anybody having a goods time at any time
they choose. Just by picking up a spoon and fork if they want, and
banging a rhythm out on it, but there is a whole kind of spirituality
around Samba or any kind of percussion music, if you pick it up and
get into it you find a kind of spirituality, because you trace the
rhythms and they tend to back through Cuba, Brazil and the Latin
American countries, and they go right back to Africa. The impact that
African music has had on Western music and vice-versa, there's an
whole impact of exchanges going on. Y'know, you get the boardroom
level this horrible pipe music that is being squeezed out, all the
drum rhythms are stripped down, you can't even hear them. It's like
some kind of Hammond organ. Then you've got the other extreme, which
is hardcore percussion, that's what I'm into, that's the stuff that I
aspire to play. Using drums from Brazil or wherever.
That's where I'm at!
TW: When I first met you, we were doing a dance and theatre course at
Salford University. Do you think the dance will help you to create
this Samba and South American music as well?
SD: Yeah, well it's all about the dance, it's music for dance. I
actually played in a band that was playing this stuff at a recent
Verve concert in Wigan. We were entertaining the crowd before and
after the concert, they danced to us, but they didn't dance to the
Verve, they sang along to them, but they danced to our African
rhythms. I couldn't get enough of it - whatever they got from the
Verve they still had a lot of energy for us.
TW: Without sounding too 'muzo' it is like unlocking something. Those
Verve fans couldn't understand it but it unlocked something, and they
weren't scared of it.
SD: Yeah, they were open to it. A lot of people are closed to it. I
suppose we still need idols, but for me it's about getting people
into it, anybody can do it. It is about carnival now. And get back
into some of this tradition.
TW: Any final Fall memories?
SD: Yes, playing at Finsbury Park Rainbow, prior to the Dutch tour.
Mark took a lot of risks using a drummer like me, I'm not sure what
Marc Riley and the rest of the band felt about it though, they were
more musically paranoid. I don't listen to retro music but The Fall
are an exception, Gong as well, they were years ahead of their time
too.
Thanks to both Steve Davis and Tim Wesley for taking the time and
trouble to provide us with this interview.
Taken from a 1981 article in German magazine
SPEX
Translation back into English by Graham Chapman and Karen Fischer
Spex: A friend of mine called your music folk-punk.
Mark: That's a funny formula. I don't like folk music, I like Johnny
Cash, I tell stories in music. Just like Johnny Cash does - in
contrary to Joy Division who present gripping Iyrics. Reggae, for
example is in some ways folk-music, folk realism.
S. Sometimes I find your music very serious, tiring, almost
depressive, but sometimes it can also be humourous and funny as in
statements like "The difference between you and us is that we have
brains.'
Mark: Yes, many Germans seem to understand the funny aspect in our
music better than some English in spite of the different
language.
S: You started in Manchester about three years ago like for example
Joy Division. What's the main thing about your music? Why haven't you
become a cult band?
Mark: I am not dead - Joy Division were a good band just like Elvis
Presley was good. They worked hard, but in the end they didn't know
when they were at their best. The Fall have got lots of moments when
they are at their best The things that count are the constant
changes. That's exactly what we are doing. What makes a good band is
having a good sound. We have got a good sound. We don't have a style.
Our style is not having a style. Last might for example, we played
mainly rock songs. Sometimes we play more funny songs. In Berlin we
played rather ''heavy'', in other places we played rather "slow". We
don't do the same every night.
S: That's true. I saw you in Münster as well and you played
songs which were very different from those you played in Bonn last
night. You don't have a sort of program like most bands do which they
follow every might. During your shows one could get the impression
that you play for yourself rather than for the audience. Often you
turn your back on them. Some people might take that for arrogance,
right?
Mark. If the people really believed that, they would leave.
S: No, they wouldn't because after all they have paid for It. In
Germany you always stay until the end.
Mark: That's different in England. If there's something the people
don't like, they leave. In Holland I thought that many people didn't
really know what the whole thing was about. Obviously they usually
just sit there and listen to almost everything. I like it in Belgium
because the people were wandering around. And I like it here a lot as
well. The audience in Germany is very receptive.
S: But everybody takes in your music in a different sort of way.
Mark: Yes, there were the punks in the first part They were jumping
about and dancing. I like the other people too, because they quite
liked our slower songs as well.
S: Why don't you like the Gang of Four?
Mark: Because their songs are about politics They preach the leftist
ideas. They went to university and belong to the privileged class.
The problem is that they pretend to know what the working class
wants. But they haven't got a clue. Sham 69 however knew what they
were talking about and they were good. The English working class
(including myself) find the music of the Gang of Four offensive,
insulting, hurtful. I listed to their first singles a lot in those
days. Later on I saw them live, too and then you could tell they
lacked the feeling when they got to the heart of the matter. I mean,
how could they talk about problems and changes in the world when they
play like that. Maybe I am being cynical but it's more important to
be to be honest to myself. I don't like the music of the Gang of Four
I prefer rock'n roll bands.
S: Which bands do you like?
Mark: Johnny Cash, Elvis Presley, der Plan, The Cramps, Dexy's
Midnight Runners.
S: What do you like about Dexy's Midnight Runners?
Mark: I just like the way they do it. Just the way it goes. That's my
motto "C'est la vie."
Clara, Wolfgang Hanka
The Peel Sessions CD (Strange Fruit
SFRSCD048) has finally beeen released. Compiled by Steve Hanley, with
photography and artwork by Tommy Crooks and liner notes by John
Peel.
Track listing:
Rebellious Jukebox
Mess of My
New Face In Hell
Winter
Smile
Middlemass
2 x 4
Cruisers Creek
What You Need
Athlete Cured
Dead Beat Descendant
Black Monk Theme
Idiot Joy Showland
Free Range
Strychnine
A Past Gone Mad
M5
What follows is a complete listing of all tracks for all 22 Peel
sessions 1978-98 (although it doesn't explain that A Past Gone Mad is
from a Mark Goodier session). Some songs are listed using their
working titles at the time.
Recorded 30.5.78
Broadcast 15.6.78
Futures and Pasts
Mother Sister
Rebellious Jukebox
Industrial Estate
Recorded 27.11.78
Broadcast 6.12.78
Put Away
Like To Blow
Mess Of My
No Xmas For John Quays
Recorded 16.9.80
Broadcast 24.9.80
Container Drivers
Jawbone And The Air-Rifle
New Puritan
New Face In Hell
Recorded 24.3.81
Broadcast 31.3.81
Middlemass
Lie Dream Of A Casino Soul
Hip Priest
Hassle Schmuk
Recorded 26.8.81
Broadcast 15.9.81
Deer Park
Look Know
Winter
Who Makes The Nazis?
Recorded 21.3.83
Broadcast 23.3.83
Smile
Garden
Hexen Definitive Strife Knot
Eat Y'self Fitter
Recorded 12.12.83
Broadcast 3.1.84
Pat Trip Dispenser
Two By Four
Words Of Expectation
C.R.E.E.P.
Recorded 14.5.85
Broadcast 3.6.85
Cruisers Creek
Couldn't Get Ahead
Gut Of The Quantifier
Spoilt Victorian Child
Recorded 29.9.85
Broadcast 7.10.85
L.A.
The Man Whose Head Expanded
What You Need
Faust Banana
Recorded 29.6.86
Broadcast 9.7.86
Hot Aftershave Bop
Realm Of Dusk
Gross Chapel-British Grenadiers
U.S. 80's-90's
Recorded 28.4.87
Broadcast 19.5.87
Athlete Cured
Australians In Europe
Twister
Guest Informant
Recorded 25.10.88
Broadcast 31.10.88
Kurious Oranj
Deadbeat Descendant
Cab It Up
Squid Lord
Recorded 17.12.89
Broadcast 1.1.90
Chicago Now
Black Monk Theme
Hilary
Whizz Bang
(last song never broadcast)
Recorded 5.3.91
Broadcast 23.3.91
War Against Intelligence
Idiot Joy Showland
A Lot Of Wind
The Mixer
Recorded 19.1.92
Broadcast 15.2.92
Free Range
Return
Kimble
Immortality
Recorded ?
Broadcast 13.3.93
Ladybird (Green Grass)
Strychnine
Paranoia Man
Service
Recorded ?
Broadcast 5.2.94
M5
Behind The Counter
Reckoning
Hey Student
Recorded ?
Broadcast 17.12.94
Glam Racket-Star
Jingle Bell Rock
Hark The Herald Angels Sing
Numb At The Lodge
Recorded 17.12.95
Broadcast 22.12.95
He Pep!
Oleano
Chilinist
The City Never Sleeps
Recorded ?
Broadcast 18.8.96
D.I.Y. Meat
Spinetrak
Spencer
Beatle Bones n Smokin Stones
Recorded 3.2.98
Broadcast 3.3.98
Calendar
Touch Sensitive
Masquerade
Jungle Rock
Recorded 18.10.98
Broadcast 4.11.98
Bound Soul One
Antidotes
This Perfect Day
Shake Off
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BOOTLEGGERS: a guide to the best live tapes
78-83
Issue 1 of TBLY carried an article on Fall bootleg tapes, and here
Ian Ewart delves deeper into the ever escalating tape trading scene,
and reports on which tapes are worth tracking down for
collectors...
Tapes of gigs never quite marry up with how they felt at the time. A
fantastic performance often turns out cold on tape, and those that
seemed like the end at the time, turn out to be thoroughly decent -
even great - performances when played back in the cold light of
day.
In this article I'll concentrate on the period 1978-83. That's not to
say that The Fall haven't played a shitload of terrific gigs since
then, but tapes for this era are of a uniquely magnificent
quality.
Of the 1978 material circulating, a tape from Oldham Tower Club 21/8
is pretty much the best example of their Witch Trials era. Into 1979
- Dudley JB's 1/9, London YMCA 15/9 and Middlesbrough Rock Garden
4/11 all provide excellent variations on the Dragnet/ Totale's Turns
phase, with pride of place going to LA Anti-Club 14/12 which is an
utterly brilliant set, cited later by one M Riley as his fave Fall
gig.
Though you'd hope that 1980 would have provided us with a rich set of
high-quality recordings, there are many great shows sounding like
they have been taped from within securely fastened duffel coats or
from within the confines of packed toilet cubicles. My own personal
highlight of 1980 is a gig played at Manchester Poly, 2/10 where MES
indulges in majestic crowd baiting, even opening with the salvo 'Good
evening, you know who we are. We're the most hated group in Britain."
For novelty value, there is always the bongo drum gig from Eindhoven
Effenar 13/6, but in truth there is little to touch the official
'Chaos Tape' release from Acklam Hall.
1981 provides a plethora of wonderful tapes, and pretty much all of
the following are fantastic. An early trio - London Queen Mary's
College 5/2, Glasgow Plaza 23/2 and Paisley 25/2, all different but
equally listenable, feature prominently in the choices of fellow
'collectors' I discussed this subject with. Material from tours of
America, Holland and Germany also proved very popular, particularly
Hamburg 19/5, Bonn 25/5, Maxwell's Hoboken 4/6 (note this also
circulates under the guise of Trenton City), New Orleans 23/6,
Berkeley Keystone 17/7 and Rotterdam Exit Club 5/9 including an
irresistible take of Hassle Schmuck. A tape of debatable origin,
Session from Vera Gronigen 17/5, is the most common handle, contains
the definitive version of Fantastic Life.
Sadly, unless anyone reading this knows otherwise, only one tape ever
surfaced from Iceland, that being a gig from Austerbae Javara
Reykjavik - August 81 is the most accurate date anyone can come up
with for this one, but it's a worthy title to add to any collection.
The year climaxes with Hex warm-ups circa October/ November on UK
soil with some brilliant outings at Newcastle Hofbrauhaus 27/10,
Plymouth Top Rank 1/11 and Leeds Bierkeller coming to the fore, the
latter including a version of the finest proto I'm Into CB medley
sadly never to grace the hit parade.
Into 1982, and there are some truly great versions of And This Day
,eg. Liverpool Warehouse 3/4. The tape from Manchester 666 club 15/5
tops the list of most collectors. It has prototype versions of
material along with killer versions of Tempo House, Fantastic Life,
and the most intense, frenzied version of New Puritan ever. Although
the Live to Air CD (Melbourne Prince of Wales) and In a Hole albums,
now also on CD are worthy documents of The Fall in Antipodal climes,
it is also worth tracking down the Victoria Uni gig 19/8. There are
also tapes doing the rounds from this year featuring Marc Riley
relegated to keyboards, but in the main, though it's worth checking
at least one of these out, mainly for curiosity value given odd but
interesting renditions of songs, the majority of these are of a well
below average sound quality.
So we end this issue's round-up of bootleg recordings in 1983, with a
post-Riley stripped down Fall sound. Leeds Warehouse 16/1 kicks off
the new year with a looming Words of Expectation, followed by some
very good Dutch gig tapes i.e. Amsterdam Kombi 8/2 and Eindhoven
Effenar 14/2. For the most part the set-list was similar throughout
1983, with Brix debuting live. An interesting insight to the band is
provided via the soundcheck appearing at the start of a tape from
Wakefield Hellfire Club 21/9, six nights later a perfectly good gig
recording from Nottingham Rock City is ruined somewhat by what sounds
like a drunken hen-party rabble offering unsuitable vocal
embellishments to Eat Y'self Fitter, but a tape from Middlesbrough
Madison 1/11 provides a fitting finale to the later stages of
1983.
Further insights into later periods of live recordings of The Pall,
will be sent to TBLY in due course. This rough guide is not meant to
offer readers with alternatives to officially released Fall product,
it's just a personal viewpoint about other material that sometimes
comes to light and can be used to compliment legitimate recordings.
Though most of the tapes mentioned are a better bet than a lot of
recent cash-in live releases and compilations.
Ian Ewart
FOOTNOTE: Please do not write to the TBLY asking where any of the
material featured in this (and future) articles can be obtained.
Check out carefully worded small ads in music magazines, dealers at
record fairs and markets, or look out for people taping gigs!
Swapping of tapes at gigs is commonplace too.
For a hugely detailed list of The Fall's live performances, check out
Stefan Cooke's Gigography
The Fall - St Bernadette's Social Centre,
Whitefield - 21 Oct 1998
In a hall designed for 60-somethings teetering on Saturday night
heels, where a crucifix hangs ludicrously directly above the bar,
half the patient inmates watch the TV with a degree of disbelief as
Man. United play Brondby and every time someone goes to the loo
there's another goal. The entire audience are wearing dodgy jackets,
blue denims as the final urban revolution. Everyone's a refugee, a
one-time rebel. The place half fills with aging rough boys, hair
cropped short to match their growing bald spots. A few have brought
their molls in overtight leather and prominent curvy bits. Then
there's the kids, the unhip musos with ponytails, the quiet ones
whose grannies love them and their girlfriends who might teach Sunday
school and maybe they think it is a standard youth club night. But
you never know.
And what are you going to say to a support band who will spend the
rest of their lives saying "We supported The Fall" without, of
course, it meaning anything at all. And at half past ten and the
football's finished (it was 6-2) and everybody's done grumbling about
the two Schmeichel let in, and the support band have fallen
mercifully silent, and two girls have made the inadequate stage, in
the centre of a long wallpapered wall, tidy. And the tiny PAs have
been propped on beer crates on top of formica tables. And he's still
not here... And we fear an 11 o'clock curfew. And at twenty to he's
ushered in and slouches through to the back. Two minutes later two
girls come out, followed by a bloke and they become a bassist,
keyboard player and drummer, followed by the famously infamous Mark
E. Smith, for whom the word shuffling was invented.
He yelps. And the universe quivers ever so gently. The band yank
away, satisfyingly solid rock and periodically and apparently at
random, Mark E. Smith yelps. It's a note that's his. God gave it to
him and when he hits it something happens to the fabric of the
universe. Every damn time he hits it. So he does it again. And again
and again. And it never fails him. And by the time the band stop -
because you can't really call it a song or say that it ends - things
have been given a thorough shaking up. Sometimes, for a bit of a
change, he holds up one hand and with baby size amazement inspects
his fingernails. And once he scratched the side of his head and once
he passed an inadequate hand over the back of his hair.
He crouches on the floor, tips his head through too many degrees,
trying to read the drummer's set list. Then he's off again like a
puppet and whatever he thinks he's doing seems inescapable. The only
words I heard all night were a repeated "Are you proud?" and "Listen
to me". He was singing something but it passed me by, too busy
surviving the primordial sound of his voice. A voice so scary, so
raw, so completely inhuman, so searingly human. And he paces to and
fro. In his incredible fragility, this gaunt frame, hunched
shoulders, the ET-like face. And once or twice when the music stops
he manages to lift his face to the crowd and grin - a massive black
toothless grin.
It's evident there is one song just as there is one note and it is
played on and on while the assembled nod or jig or dance in their own
private worlds. And at one point Mark E. Smith pulls a crumpled piece
of paper out of his pocket and stares at it while he's singing,
rubbing it through his fingers and finally managing to turn it the
other way up. But, in fact, it is still folded in half as the song
finishes and so little help as a lyric sheet.
There's every reason not to get it. Every reason to say they're doing
nothing and it sounds awful. Yet and without understanding what is
happening it remains shattering, terrifying, desperately sad. Beyond
human, the distillation of human.
I saw The Fall for the first time. And I'm sorry you weren't
there.
Wendy Cook